Friday, July 29, 2011

Recyclable Best Friends

So it really sucks when you realized how used you have been by the person that is supposed to be your best friend. The person that you had as your maid of honor in your wedding. I realized this this week and it really sucks. This is the person that I have came to after she hit a deer and called me hysterical, the same one that flipped her car and I went to the emergency room even though she only got one set of stitches in her shoulder. The same person that I paid for Taylor Swift tickets for and didn't get money back for 6 months and drove all the way down there and spent $150 in gas and didn't get a dime back. The one I have listened to all her boy drama and told her she deserved better. Also the person that went to give her gas money because her card wasn't working and her family was 20 minutes away. I feel like I have been a really great friend to her. Yea we have had our tiffs but lately it's like I don't really matter anymore. She has used me all she can and has found new best friends. Her mom doesn't like me because I apparently influence her to spend HER own money. Like I duct tape her debit card to her hand and force her hand to the cashier. I also apparently influence her to break up with her boyfriends who treats her like crap. What mom wants that for their daughter. She never gets to spend the night with me or anything like that but if it's a boyfriend or another girlfriend she doesn't even have to ask. I'm really just sick of it the last straw was when she applied and got the job I was trying to get knowing that I needed a second job. She doesn't need it. Her grandpa and Dad pay for all her bills...It's ridiculous she wouldn't have even known about this job if I hadn't of said that I was going to go apply. I just think its sneaky and two faced. Maybe I'm just being petty... But I'm tired of only being her best friend when she needs something. SO OVER IT!